Torturous Fight
I don't know why I still cry
Just like the day I said goodbye
To the life that we lived, forged as a lie
Like an endless road of wounds
That no one will see,
‘Cuz it hurts to much to show
How can I forget the low that took me down?
As if I were to the devil owed.
Its a torturous fight
To keep my pain out of sight
It lurks in the dark and gives me chills at night.
When I see the lights flicker and hear his breath approach
I squeeze my eyes tighter and try not to choke
I pray for the sun to hurry and rise,
Afraid tonight could be my demise
I know his love will muffle my cries
And end this torturous fight
On this eternal night.
December 2014